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I wouldn't have used this color
in the wildest color schemea garish yellow that takes
on a greenish tint when the light strikes it just right. But
here it is, in sharp contrast to the muted red cover of my
diary, a child's shiny yellow rose sticker. Of all of the
gifts I have ever received, I have treasured this one more
than most.
Thinking back, I can't remember
what my little sister had said that had gotten me in such
a tizzy. All I remember is that she had been complaining,
and I had lectured her severely. I hadn't gone so far as enumerating
every woe that the least fortunate child in the world might
be experiencing at that very moment, but I had come close.
After demanding an apology, I turned back to my book.
A few quiet moments had passed
when I heard rustling. I refused to look up. I wanted my little
sister to feel the full effect of my righteous exasperation.
Let her stew, I thought.
The rustling continued. I willed
myself to stay put, but I couldn't help wondering what was
absorbing her so completely. Another few moments passed, and
then the patter of footsteps came up behind me. They stopped.
Silence.
I refused to look up from my
book, but from the corner of my eye I caught a glimpse of
her hand pushing an envelope onto the desk next to me. She
turned and ran from the room.
Curious, I flipped open the
envelope. Something impossibly yellow tumbled onto my lap.
It was a rose sticker. I flipped it over, and there in a five-year-old's
handwriting were the words, "I'm sorry. I love you."
In a preschooler's barter economy,
stickers are precious. And this was no ordinary sticker. Considering
that to a child's way of thinking, bigger is better, the brighter
the better, and shiny is best of all, this big shiny rose
sticker that had fallen into my lap had undoubtedly been the
prize of her collection.
I sat stunned for a moment
at her boundless ability to love me despite my ornery self-centeredness.
I found her, hugged her, and told her I was sorry.
She, ever ready to forgive
and overlook, brought to life the verse from the Bible, "Love
will cover a multitude of sins" (1 Peter 4:8). It wasn't
her mistakes that needed covering, but mine.
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